Today is not my day But your future little one x

I have really tried little one but every day is harder the dreams get worse I constantly worry what you will do without me we relied on each other far too much and your life should be new beginnings and great adventures not worry and more worry .you may not get this for a while but I always loved you and tried to proctect you and those I loved from my nightmares I really tried to be like everyone’s normal. Unfortunately if I could erase some years I would say from 4 – 30 would be good but then I wouldn’t have had you and that was worth everything and more I can’t cope with the worry that haunts your face and it shouldn’t be you were felt a rough hand ME ! I love you till the earth runs dry and then some I do hope in the future parents understand what they do to children they love not tugging between the two. Not making them feel guilt for having to choose it has long term consequences specially when adults make thing a secret to friends I know and love am so glad to have known you xx

For all in need

Hurricane Hotline for Puerto Rico – if you have family and want to make sure they are okay. (877) 976-2400 is the number to call. 💔🇵🇷😓 Please copy and paste wish physically something I could do to help those in Mexico ,Puerto Rica and all those affected by this terrible weather events .Those of us secure it breaks my heart to see so much suffering and feeling so helpless if mankind ever need a helping hand from above it’s now it’s way to much suffering needs to end am praying and hoping that anything however small will help all those souls who deserve help and a break from this devastation

Hurricane Hotline for Puerto Rico – if you have family and want to make sure they are okay. (877) 976-2400 is the number to call. 💔🇵🇷😓 Please copy aHurricane Hotline for Puerto Rico – if you have family and want to make sure they are okay. (877) 976-2400 is the number to call. 💔🇵🇷😓 Please copy and paste.nd paste.

Florida sending love and prayers

May be the only way I can contact loved ones but for my dear friend Candida and her family am so worried about you I pray every min the lord keeps you all safe and to those suffering in the previous devastation my thoughts and hugs go out to you all . How helpless we feel when at times like these words and thoughts are all we /I can offer but love is a strong emotion and trying to convey to those we know and those we don’t I hope it helps just a wee bit x

Humankind

This is just in case ,a few things are changing in a week or so so I just wanted to share much love and thanks for the joy my friends have brought over the time I have known them

.very happy memories beautiful gifts of kindness that I may never be able to repay . My joy at following my dear Richard shame that British Tv doesn’t get to see his great work believe me it’s much craved for .i want to send care and safe travel to friends traveling and

So wish them the best time and for those suffering loss or heartache or those suffering pain be it mental or physical I pray the anguish ends soon and healing begins Me

I may need to dip in and out I think I tried bit to hard to seem that normal was back .i was wrong bit to eager I miss everyone but guess I found last week way to much , so enjoy welcome September and be happy xxgoodnight and god bless

Xx

CAN YOU SPARE A FEW MINS

I DONT KNOW IF THIS IS THE RIGHT THING TO DO…. but having different social media sites and so many friends that may need a explanation as to why i dissapear without keeping them up to date about how things are going if you can spare a few mins am going to try and explain ,

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Glad to be home ,

Been a long journey but light at last at the end of a very long tunnel, just playing catchup if possible ,even better celebrating my 19th year of my pure and honest (MR R ARMITAGE fan and hoplessly devoted )more so met some of the best friends ever from supporting an following my wonderful richard ,Screenshot_17Screenshot_18Screenshot_19 Continue reading

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